and yet again, one of the wonderful stupidity laced run-ins with the holy-brony-circlejerk-cult of TBN lets all metaphorically masturbate eachother over irc, and whine and moan, when someone does'nt share the same delusional worldview in which everything is rainbows and poniez and everything stupid, as we never fell facedown from the stairs into a pile of rusty nails, and henceforth are oblivious to anything but our own conformist worldview in which we jerk eachother off repetetively. [01:54:49] <+Claudy> as apparently some users think that even adress blocks located in motherfucking sweden, and belonging to seedboxes were /riaa/ trackers.... [01:54:58] <+Claudy> SERIOUSLY [01:55:10] <+Claudy> WF [01:55:13] <+Claudy> WTF* [01:55:29] <+Mako> could just be the RIAA going in and intentionally trying to fuck with the program [01:56:16] <+Mako> or pro-copyright trolls [01:56:35] <+Mako> ^annoying fuckers, have to deal with 'em every wednesday to get mah comics [01:57:43] <+Mako> i miss demonoid .-. [02:03:30] <+Claudy> lol [02:03:59] <+Claudy> jewmonoid [02:04:22] <+Claudy> the only thing i really miss from it is its large collection of random [02:05:59] <+Zearen> Claudy: Is there anything you don't automatically criticize ? [02:06:09] <+Mako> it was the best resource for comics [02:06:22] <+Claudy> sure there is Zearen [02:06:47] <+Zearen> Huh. Just checking [02:06:54] <+Claudy> though, not being critical shows an absence of thinking things over, in general [02:08:37] <+Zearen> ... [02:08:58] <+Claudy> the things i barely criticize are my own pawsomeness, the trollyness i can cause, and the reactive stupidity of most people who just /dont seem to get it/ [02:09:22] <+Zearen> That's... kind of my point [02:09:24] <+Claudy> wat [02:09:37] <+Zearen> And it's irritating [02:09:49] <+Mako> over criticizing shows the lack of mental faculties to communicate with other human beings civilly [02:09:56] <+Zearen> ^ [02:10:12] <+Claudy> meh [02:10:26] Claudy rolls her eyes [02:11:28] <+Claudy> most humans dont interest me anyway, for various reasons [02:11:33] <+Mako> saying, hinting, or implying "other peoples feelings aren't my problem" just admits the truth in that. [02:11:41] <+Claudy> sure... [02:12:12] <+Claudy> welcome to life beyond 25 [02:13:15] <+Mako> only because you choose it to be, easier for you to dismiss everyone else not agreeing with you then to take the bigger picture into consideration. [02:13:27] TB0110 [colloquy-i@B9545741.5B70EC5.99AB2991.IP] has joined #teenbaby [02:13:28] [Furbot] [~Furbot@tbn-83DBA939] has set mode +v TB0110 [02:13:35] <+Claudy> i honestly cant give a single fuck what some dumbass brained snotnose is trying to obnoxiously imply on me, as it just shows their lack of experience in the game called life [02:13:49] TheBrain0110 [colloquy-i@tbn-F20457C8.dhcp-dynamic.fibreop.ns.bellaliant.net] has quit IRC: Connection reset by peer [02:13:52] TB0110 [colloquy-i@B9545741.5B70EC5.99AB2991.IP] is now known as TheBrain0110 [02:14:02] <+Zearen> True critical thought involves constantly criticizing your own world view. [02:14:16] Claudy hands you a capt. obvious card [02:14:29] <+Claudy> gj [02:14:53] <+Zearen> There is also a difference between theory and practice :/ [02:14:55] <+Claudy> i'm criticizing my life every day [02:15:02] <+Mako> not really fooling anyone claudy, your getting defensive and just trying to put up a wall that just makes you look stupider [02:15:17] <+Claudy> blåh [02:15:23] <+Claudy> you should become a priest Mako [02:15:26] <+Mako> you don't have to be an overly critical dick, when the subject doesn't matter [02:15:48] <+Claudy> meh [02:15:49] <+Mako> it'd make good money, have to much of a conscience to fake faith [02:16:02] <+Claudy> maybe i should become less cynical of life [02:16:20] <+Claudy> but then again, cutting out the stupid parts of my life seems to give me more value for my money [02:16:31] <+Claudy> just become less cynical of life* [02:17:51] <+Claudy> i always put up walls between stupid people and me Mako [02:18:12] <+Claudy> its a defense mechanism i learned myself to tune out the excessive stupidity of people around me [02:18:19] <+Mako> you label everyone who's not you as stupid [02:18:24] <+Claudy> i dont [02:18:31] <+Mako> or disagrees with your view point [02:18:34] <+Claudy> that would be sorta... discriminatory [02:18:38] <+Claudy> also; nope [02:18:47] <+Claudy> i got people i genuinely care for [02:18:49] <+Mako> you say that, but act to the contrary [02:18:56] <+Claudy> sure.... [02:19:27] <+Zearen> Claudy, am I stupid ? [02:19:39] <+Zearen> Because I'm really not :/ [02:19:48] <+Claudy> thats prolly why i got my own butt-tight li'l fanclub of peoiple who can stand my nasty and spiked wordings [02:19:53] <+Zearen> I'm not a genius, but I'm certainly not stupid. [02:20:01] <+Claudy> you're just sometimes... a bit annoying, but meh [02:20:22] <+Claudy> there are worse people on this planet, who manifest their stupidity in RL, and irradiate me with it [02:21:14] <+Claudy> as i'm sometimes sharing the same room with them [02:21:23] <+Mako> i'm yet to encounter any of those people, i doubt their existance outside of your perception to help you cope with the loneliness you inflict upon yourself. Then deal with by telling yourself no one else matters and elevating yourself in a transparent arrogant boast [02:21:48] <+Claudy> blåh [02:21:58] Claudy le sighs [02:22:35] <+Claudy> i like your apparent judgmentalness bro [02:22:47] <+Mako> just call it how i see it bro [02:22:56] <+Zearen> There is always apprehension in change, especially when you must admit you were wrong [02:22:58] <+Claudy> i'm not lonely [02:23:09] <+Claudy> i'm mostly just incredibly bored [02:23:44] <+Mako> yes, because mere mortals bug you? or some such variation [02:23:47] <+Claudy> since there is nothing really to challenge me [02:23:57] <+Mako> called it [02:24:39] <+Mako> you're sitting on an irc channel populated by people who like to wear diapers. really looks like your going out and taking up challenges [02:24:46] <+Mako> *you're [02:24:51] <+Claudy> no, not because mortals bug me, mostly just because people should stop bothering me for the most repetetive fucking stupid things [02:25:22] <+Claudy> i got my reasons to be here, tbh [02:26:20] <+Mako> you just said the exact same thing as i did [02:26:28] <+Zearen> Claudy: Learn haskell. Then write a website with Snap. That should present sufficient challenge. [02:26:30] <+Claudy> and yeah, theres really much to get challenged by in my direct environment, except... theres not [02:27:09] <+Claudy> yay, learn a programming language.... [02:27:29] <+Claudy> >mfw i got about the atentionspan of a common cat [02:28:18] <+Claudy> i'd rather build my own shack, but thus far i've got really little money to spend on fucking anything [02:28:21] <+Mako> well, guess you're not that great then [02:28:39] <+Zearen> ^ [02:28:50] <+Claudy> i'm pretty pawsome tbh [02:28:56] <+Mako> but let me guess, it's trivial to your magnificence [02:29:24] <+Zearen> I'm done. You complain about not being challenged, then you complain that something would be too challenging [02:29:27] <+Mako> you really don't fool anyone claudy, the act is old and tired and just annoys people. [02:29:36] <+Claudy> sure [02:29:39] <+Zearen> Contradiction achieved. I'm done. [02:29:51] <+Claudy> whatthefuck ever [02:30:14] <+Claudy> i honestly dont feel like even sharing a single bit of my life with people like you [02:30:23] <+Mako> but of course, you'll just rationalize it as us being beneath you and tell yourself our opinions don't matter because of whatever mental gymnastics you'll pull [02:30:52] <+Claudy> but maybe it has more to do with your assinine attitude and less with me [02:31:27] <+Mako> yes, it's everyone elses fault that people get annoyed at you claudy [02:31:33] <+Claudy> well, yeah [02:31:42] <+Claudy> its YOUR fault, if I offend YOU [02:32:07] <+Zearen> D: [02:32:10] <+Mako> and here goes the mental gymnastics to cope with being criticized for your assinine behaviour towards people [02:32:20] <+Zearen> |||||||||D [02:32:26] <+Claudy> i honestly cant give a fuck more or less if ME being my cynical self is poisonous to your self esteem [02:32:27] <+Zearen> * |||||||||||||||D: [02:32:51] <+Claudy> maybe you shoulda fell down the stairs more, or so [02:32:55] <+Mako> yes, continue to rationalize how your problems are the fault of everyone else [02:32:59] <+Zearen> That's my chin drooping to the floor in utter aghast [02:33:07] <+Zearen> If you couldn't tell [02:33:12] <+Zearen> Later, zombies [02:33:13] <+Mako> sokay zie [02:33:16] <+Claudy> so my li'l ball of poison doesnt hurts so much [02:34:25] <+Claudy> i surely will Mako, its my utter pleasure [02:34:33] <+Mako> and we have the flowery language to attempt to build up your self image, which everyone face palms at as it just ends up sounding dumb. no claudy, you're cynicism towards trivial things is not a ball of poison. it's a buzzing fly people are trying to wave off [02:34:48] <+Claudy> meh [02:35:10] <+Mako> but then you feign apathy and retort with more flowery language how your so awesome and everyone else is the problem [02:35:18] <+Mako> *you're [02:35:21] <+Claudy> well sure.... [02:35:26] <+Claudy> great analytics.... [02:35:30] <+Claudy> but... [02:35:32] <+Claudy> nope [02:35:35] <+Mako> you're not that hard to analyze [02:35:50] <+Claudy> i c [02:36:05] <+Claudy> hence you can only analyze the outer layer, and think you know everything [02:36:51] <+Claudy> just like about every fucking stupid person out there, that tried and failed... [02:37:03] <+Mako> you're lonely for reasons you create, lash out at others through critical jabs to try and demonstrate how smart and above others you are. [02:37:21] <+Claudy> sure [02:38:08] <+Claudy> i wish i was fucking lonely for once [02:38:32] <+Claudy> those days when i got noone to bother me for 24/48/72 hours, are some of the best moments in my life [02:38:58] <+Claudy> it are also some of the moments when i really feel at ease [02:40:06] <+Mako> you've already consistantly demonstrated the narrative, yes you can make contrary statements. But your actions speak louder then words. It's a low self-esteem case, so you create a persona to cope with that. [02:40:19] Claudy yawmns [02:40:44] <+Mako> we won't go anywhere, you're too defensive at the moment. doubtful you have the mental fortitude to actually look within and see your problems are your own. not the rest of the world being wrong [02:40:52] <+Mako> going to go snuggle zie for now [02:40:56] Mako snuggles zie! [02:40:57] <+Claudy> have fun [02:41:08] <+Claudy> and yes, ofcourse i am defensive [02:42:14] <+Claudy> but maybe thats more because i dont feel like sharing stuff with everyone [02:42:54] <+Claudy> and yes, i was already aware that i was'nt gonna let you invade my personal space, but i got my reasons for that [02:43:00] Zearen snuggle [02:43:06] <+Zearen> Buh zombies [02:43:08] <+Zearen> srsly [02:45:30] <+Claudy> anyway, have fun making up more reasons of failing analytical logic, i got bored with it many many moons ago